Chapter
Nine
"Mistress
Leia, His Imperial Majesty will see you now."
"Thank
you," Leia said coldly, as the droid whirred to one side to allow her
to
enter the room.
She had not
been
inside this room before. It was, she was relieved to see, not purple.
The
drapes on the walls were a dark blue instead, but the room, like so
many others
in the Palace, was dominated by tall, arched windows, which displayed
the
gleaming expanse of Imperial City. Outside, it looked like a beautiful
day.
Leia remembered that it must be spring on Coruscant now. There was a
balcony
outside one of the huge windows, and Leia wished that the window was
open. It
would be wonderful to feel the soft spring air, rather than choking on
the
fumes of Palpatine's favourite incense.
The Emperor was
standing beside a round table carved of crystal, just large enough for
two people
to sit at comfortably. The chairs were crystal as well, with leaf and
vine
patterns carved around their legs and arms. Near the table was a black
goldstone sideboard, laden with another selection of expensive
foodstuffs. The
sight, and the smells which managed to break through the incense, made
Leia
suddenly realise that she was starving. The minuscule amount she had
eaten
since being kidnapped had fallen victim to her most recent bout of
morning
sickness.
She was not,
however, just going to throw herself at the food. Palpatine was going
to give
her some answers, first.
She walked
toward
him, planted herself behind the chair that was further from him, and
demanded,
"what have you done to Luke?"
"I'm sorry, my
dear?" Palpatine asked, smiling at her.
"I know you've
done something. I could feel your stench on him." Even as she said it,
she
knew it was a stupid comment; one didn't generally feel stenches. What
the
heck, though. When it was Palpatine's stench, you felt it.
Palpatine
laughed
indulgently. "My dear child, your family is so melodramatic."
Leia raised her
eyebrows.
"I haven't
done much, I assure you," said the Emperor. "Merely planted a
suggestion in his mind."
"What
suggestion?"
"Only that the
best thing he could do would be to continue watching the holos. That he
must
learn more about his parents. He should learn more,
after all. He
wants to. I just made that desire a trifle stronger. I couldn't let him
get in
the way, you see, while we had our little talk."
Her automatic
impulse was to declare that they had nothing to talk about. But she
didn't
bother to say it. She knew it would not have been true.
"Won't you
help yourself, my dear?" Palpatine suggested, gesturing at the
sideboard.
"You must be famished."
Leia gave him
another hostile glare, for form's sake, then stepped over to the food.
She
picked up a plate, crystal with silver interlace, and loaded it with
massive
slices of fresh bread, a cream pear paté, and another
paté which looked like
Sarcaasian salmon. She filled a goblet with fruit juice, as well, then
returned
to the table, where Palpatine was already seated, dipping his spoon
into a bowl
of thin, golden soup. A tureen, presumably holding more soup, sat on
the table
in front of him. He didn't seem to take any interest in the rest of the
food.
Leia wondered if being evil had deleterious effects on one's digestion.
Spreading
paté onto
one of her slices of bread, Leia warily eyed the Emperor. He seemed to
be
enjoying his soup, and his yellow eyes were focusing on it, not on her.
That
was a relief. Apparently Palpatine wasn't one for smalltalk while
eating.
Spared from having to converse with her dear friend the Emperor, Leia
ate with
gusto, although her enthusiasm was dimmed by the recollection that the
last time
she'd tasted patés like this she had been on Alderaan.
The Emperor
served
himself a second bowl of soup. Leia went back to the sideboard for more
bread.
Leia finished
her
last slice of bread, decided against a third trip to the sideboard, and
sipped
at her fruit juice while Palpatine's spoon sought out the final specks
of soup.
Glancing up from his bowl, Palpatine caught her watching him, and
smiled once
more. "So, my dear," he said, pushing the bowl away, "you have
questions to ask me."
She still had
the feeling
that by talking with Palpatine she'd be setting herself up for
something
horrible. But then, horrible things would probably happen if she didn't
talk
with him, too.
"Yes,"
she said, setting her goblet down on the table. "You did something to
my
mind this morning. I want to know what."
Palpatine
attempted
a wide-eyed expression that on anyone else might have looked innocent.
Leia's
own expression was far from amused. After delaying just long enough for
the
silence to grow irritating, the Emperor replied, "I merely enabled you
to
make use of a short-cut."
Leia picked up
her
goblet again, took another drink and waited. Palpatine said, leaning
back in
his chair, "you know how your brother developed his Force abilities, do
you not?"
"Yes. He's
told me about it."
Palpatine shook
his
head, assuming a mournful look. "Such a waste of time," he said.
"So typical of the Jedi. Jogging around a swamp, while a gnome squats
on
your shoulders spouting platitudes. Levitating rocks. Standing on your
head. So
very trivial. You wouldn't want to waste your time on that, would you,
my
dear?"
He was right,
Leia
wouldn't want to. She thought it would probably drive her out of her
mind. But
he still wasn't giving her any answers. "So?" she demanded
impatiently.
"Now you don't
have to," he told her. "For Force-sensitive individuals, it is simply
a matter of developing the area of the brain which allows us to connect
with
our powers. Generally the connection is developed through practice. I
have
allowed you to avoid that. For you, the connection is already made."
She couldn't
think
of anything to say to that, so she finished her fruit juice instead.
Palpatine
was continuing, "of course, you still need to familiarise yourself with
your abilities. Some practice will be necessary. You won't yet be able
to
successfully fight those more assured of their powers. And not
everyone's
skills develop along the same paths. But you do have power. All you
have to do
is use it. You are certainly at least as powerful as your dear brother."
"I've levitated
some soap," Leia scoffed. "That isn't very impressive."
"Have you
tried to do anything else?"
Leia didn't
answer.
Palpatine watched her, enjoying her animosity, then said, "I think it's
time you had something more interesting to practice on."
The Emperor
rose
and crossed over to the com panel by the door. He spoke, too quietly
for Leia
to catch the words. Leia stood as well, went to refill her goblet from
the
amethyst jug on the sideboard, and then walked to the window, looking
out at
the sun-gilded city.
"We'll be
having company, my dear," said Palpatine. "I think you'll be happy to
see him."
Leia's gaze lit
on
a group of distant humanoid figures, apparently playing some ball game
on one
of the roofs that neighboured the palace. Probably playing bryasha,
though she
couldn't be sure from this distance. She tried to imagine herself out
there
with them. Would that possibly work? she wondered. Could she just think
herself out of here? Of course, she'd probably just teleport herself
into
mid-air and fall to her death before she figured out how to levitate.
Even if
she didn't, she'd still be stuck on Coruscant. And Luke would still be
watching
holo-vids.
The entry-bell
buzzed. Palpatine said, "ah, here he is now."
The door hummed
open. There was a pause, then Leia heard the Emperor's smug tones, "my
friend, so good of you to join us. Leia, my dear. You remember our
friend
Datang?"
Leia whirled to
face them.
The tentacled
mass
of Datang the kidnapper crouched just inside the closed door. Datang
announced,
"I am here at your bidding, Your Majesty."
"We have use
for you, my friend." The beaming Emperor turned toward Leia. "Leia,
dear, I think you two have some unfinished business?"
Leia didn't say
anything. She put her goblet down on the sideboard.
She didn't
trust
her voice. She didn't trust anything about herself. She felt the anger
well up
inside her again, so strong that she thought it was going to choke her.
She
closed her left hand around her right wrist, clutching at its
blood-stained
cuff.
Palpatine was
whispering,
"Arin Pellar was your friend, wasn't he? He mattered to you. He
shouldn't
have died. But he did."
"Shut
up!" Leia yelled. "I know what I think."
Palpatine
looked
surprised for an instant, then he grinned. "Good," he murmured.
"Good."
She bit her lip
as
she stared at Datang.
She didn't want
to
be angry. She wanted to forgive him, to say he had just been doing his
job. To
say that it was Palpatine's fault, not his. She wanted to act like the
good,
decent, humane individual that she tried to believe she was.
And she wanted
Datang to die.
She thought, I'm
going to have to write to Arin's family. She
remembered him
mentioning that his mother was still alive, and she thought he'd said
that he
had a younger brother somewhere. She wondered if anyone had thought to
inform
them yet that he was dead. What was she going to tell them? There
wasn't any
way she could make it sound like he'd died for some great cause, doing
something he'd believed in. He'd died because he'd walked down a
hallway looking
for one of his friends. Because she had sent him there.
"Leia,"
said the Emperor, "Datang is yours. A present. I give him to you."
She saw the
kidnapper shift uneasily, but make no attempt to leave.
Leia closed her
eyes, picturing the last time she'd seen Arin alive. Wishing, with all
her
being, that she'd never sent him searching for Luke.
"Leia,"
Palpatine whispered. "You know what you want. Do it."
A gasp escaped
her
that was almost a sob. For a last instant she tried to hold her anger
back.
Then she hurled it at Datang.
The creature
lurched upward as if lifted by enormous invisible hands. Leia flung him
against
the door, watched him bounce off and plummet back onto the floor, and
let him
flounder there for a moment. Then her mind grabbed him again and she
sent him
soaring to the ceiling. She held him there, pressing him against the
ceiling
harder, and harder, until she heard him make a keening sound that
didn't quite
resolve itself into words.
A cloud of
thick,
black vapour shot out from the cavity at the base of Datang's body.
Leia
remembered this from her capture. It would knock her out if she
breathed it,
she couldn't let it reach her. Her eyes narrowed as she concentrated
harder,
and then suddenly the cloud was gone, sucked back up inside Datang.
Leia
laughed in delighted surprise. She couldn't believe that had actually
worked.
The surprise
had
jolted her concentration. Datang started to fall, but she caught him
before he
reached the floor, and hurled him to the ceiling again. She watched him
squirm,
his tentacles jerking desperately.
Leia thought of
Arin's face. She thought of his warm blood on her hand.
She thought
that
she would like to see what would happen if all of Datang's bodily
fluids
boiled.
The kidnapper
was
writhing on the ceiling. Leia smiled at him.
Slowly,
Datang's
form started changing. The mass of his body twisted inward for a
moment, then
started to expand. All of his tentacles had gone rigid. The skin on
them was
bubbling.
Not
too fast, Leia warned
herself. That wouldn't be any fun.
The kidnapper's
eyes were fixed on her.
Leia watched
the
skin shifting, bubbles appearing then disappearing, giving place to the
next,
larger bubbles that grew beside them. She thought she was letting him
off a bit
too easily, just boiling him, so she gave a mental tug on one of his
tentacles
and wrenched it off. Dark greyish blood gushed out to make a steaming
pool on
the floor, and she flung the tentacle to land on Emperor Palpatine's
table.
She decided
that
she liked the sound of Datang's screams.
Enough was
enough,
though. The fucker had lived too long already. She clenched her fist,
and
watched as all the skin of Datang's body bulged outward. She did not
flinch
when he exploded.
It caused an
immense mess. No remaining pieces of his body were large enough to be
recognisable. There was a huge splotch of grey blood spread over the
ceiling.
Blood and globules of flesh were dripping down Palpatine's blue drapes,
bubbling quietly on the floor, slowly trickling down the windows.
But none of it
had
touched her. She had enough blood on her jacket already, she didn't
want any
more.
She took a deep
breath and, dread starting to rise in her again, looked over at Emperor
Palpatine.
He, too, seemed
to
have been untouched by the explosion. He gazed benignly around him at
the
steaming filth, then he started clapping his hands.
Leia stared at
him.
She was suddenly trembling. If he said anything congratulatory, she
didn't
think she could stand it. Without thinking, she threw a wave of anger
at
Palpatine, but it stopped without reaching him. Of course, she
realised, he
would have his defences. He couldn't be pulverised like Datang the
kidnapper.
Leia said in a
taut
voice, "I'm sorry about the mess. I'm very tired. Would you please
excuse
me?"
"Of course, my
dear girl. Of course."
Palpatine waved
his
hand at the door, and it slid open.
Leia walked
out,
not looking back at him. Her path to the door was mostly free of bits
of
Datang, so she managed to make her exit without either picking her way
around
blood puddles, or taking the risk of slipping in them.
She didn't dare
to
think until she was back in her room, alone. Then she sat on the bed,
against
the headboard, her knees pulled up to her chest and her arms wrapped
around
them.
She hadn't been
lying when she told Palpatine that she was tired. She felt drained. And
she did
not like herself.
What a
delightful specimen of humanity you are, she told
herself. Your
first day using the Force, and you go from levitating soap to
committing
murder.
What was Luke
going
to say about this? Gods, what would he think of his sister now?
Of course she
could
try and convince herself that it was all Palpatine's doing. That
somehow he had
influenced her into killing.
But what would
be
the point? She knew it was a lie. She had wanted Datang to die.
And she didn't
regret it. If she had this day to live over, she would kill Datang
again.
That
realisation
was the worst part of everything she was feeling.
She leaned
forward,
resting her head on her knees. The Leia she had always thought she was
would be
racked with remorse right now. Torturing herself with the thought that
Datang
might have left behind a family as well, just as Arin had. Dwelling on
imaginings of their grief, which she had caused.
Well, she could
still feel sorry for them, if they existed. But not for Datang. He
should have
thought about his family before he accepted a job from Emperor
Palpatine.
Before he murdered Arin Pellar.
She was going
to
have to tell Luke. She couldn't try to keep this secret from him. And
somehow
she would have to get him away from that damned holopad.
How long was
the
Emperor's "suggestion" going to last? Would Luke go on watching holos
forever?
Of course she
could
try to counter the suggestion with one of her own, but she thought that
she was
too new to this Force thing to risk it. With her luck, she'd probably
end up
accidentally wiping his mind instead.
Oh, Gods. When
he
knew what she had done, would he ever speak to her again?
She thought of
their father, and wished that she could talk with him about this.
Never, ever,
would
she be able to believe again that she was a better person than Darth
Vader.
"Grigori?"
As Mon Mothma
stepped into the holding cell, she saw Piett reluctantly drag his gaze
upward, as
if she were a great deal less interesting than the area of floor he had
been
scowling at. He looked at her unreadably for a moment, before
vouchsafing her a
minimal nod and then focusing again on the floor.
Mon Mothma felt
a
rush of anger. Would it have killed him just to say "hello"? She had
to forcibly remind herself that Piett had every right to be angry as
well. Of
course, he ought to
understand that they couldn't have acted any differently.
Their duty was to protect the Rebellion. As circumstantial as the
evidence
against him was, they still couldn't leave him at large until they had
proof
one way or the other.
But, still, it
was
not surprising that he felt betrayed. For the past year he had been
"working his butt off" for the Rebellion, as Commander Antilles had
so elegantly put it. It couldn't be pleasant to discover that the
people he'd
been working with didn't trust him any farther than they could throw a
Star
Destroyer.
She took a
slow,
deep breath. She hadn't come here to get into a fight with him. She
said,
"I want you to know that I don't believe you're guilty of this."
He looked up
again,
surprise breaking through his hostile expression. Mothma forced herself
to meet
the gaze of his solemn grey eyes. He still didn't smile at her, but
that, she
supposed, would have been too much to expect. At last Piett said
quietly,
"thank you. So we've got five people in the Admiral Piett Fan Club. Too
bad the rest of the Alliance is after my blood."
Mon Mothma
sighed.
"Nobody's after you," she told him. "Well," she admitted,
"I guess except for Madine." Even that didn't get a smile out of him.
She glanced at the bunk on which he was sitting, its thin blanket the
usual
lurid orange of the Rebellion. "May I join you?" she asked.
"Please,"
he said automatically, edging closer to the head of the bed to make
room for
her. Mothma sat down, and suppressed another sigh. She was not going to think
about the last time they'd occupied a bed together, not yet even
twenty-four
hours ago.
"It's not
going to be left like this," she said, with a lot more assurance than
she
felt. "If someone else is behind this, we have to find them."
Piett leaned
forward, staring at his hands. "It won't be easy," he said.
"They'll be on their guard now. They'll know better than to get caught
out
again while their scapegoat's in jail."
"They'll make
a mistake," Mon Mothma said firmly.
"Maybe."
"They will.
Are you sure there's nothing else you can think of, that would prove
your
alibi?"
"Oh, for gods'
sakes," Piett snapped, turning to face her. "We've been through this
twenty times already. I can't get my trees to testify for me, can I?"
They glared at
each
other, but before Mothma could say something she'd regret, there was a
buzz
from the cell's com panel. "Admiral," came the voice of the guard on
duty, "you've got another visitor."
Piett shrugged.
"Send them in."
The door
opened,
and Wedge Antilles stepped into the cell. At the sight of Piett and Mon
Mothma
together, Antilles looked like he wanted to make a hasty retreat. "I'm
sorry," he said quickly. "I can come back later if -- "
"No,
Commander," sighed Mon Mothma, "come on in."
Antilles
obeyed,
standing awkwardly by the door which had slid shut behind him.
"Admiral," he began, "I just want to apologise for all that shit
back there. At the hearing. It was way out of line, you shouldn't have
to put
up with this."
Piett managed a
very faint smile, and Mothma felt a twinge of resentment that he'd
forced a
smile for Antilles but not for her. While she tried to crush her
resentment,
Piett was commenting to Commander Antilles, "I never would have
believed
I'd be sorry Lord Vader isn't around. At least he'd know that I'm not
guilty. And he could probably find whoever is."
Commander
Antilles
nodded. "Look," he said, "I don't know if we can count on
Security for this one. They'll do their job, but it's easier for
everybody if
you're the bad guy. They may not look close enough. The more people
we've got
looking into this, the better."
Mon Mothma was
very
conscious of the fact that she ought to rebuke Antilles, telling him in
no
uncertain terms that this was not the appropriate place for amateur
detection.
The only thing that stopped her was the fear that he was probably right.
Antilles went
on,
"you said you can account for your whereabouts at the time of the
transmission, but they don't believe you?"
Mothma tensed,
but
the repeat of the question did not prompt another explosion by Piett.
Of
course, Antilles hadn't been at the first meeting this morning, so he
had not
heard this particular issue get beaten into the ground. Piett said
wearily,
"I was in my office till 1.00, then I thought I should get some sleep
since we were off early to Chandrila. I went back to my room, spent
some
quality time with my trees, and went to bed."
Antilles
frowned.
He didn't ask about the trees, so presumably he either already knew of
the
Admiral's hobby, or he figured that it wasn't any of his business. "And
there's no way to prove any of that?" he asked.
Piett shook his
head.
"What
about the trees?" Antilles persisted. "Did you water them or
something? Maybe it's possible to tell when they were watered most
recently?"
The quiet
little
snort from Piett might almost have been a laugh. "I doubt it, not down
to
the minute. And if any of those trees get hurt in this investigation,
I'll
murder the person responsible." A worried frown banished the last trace
of
humour from his face. "Damn," he realised, "they're going to
need tending while I'm in here." He looked hesitantly at Mon Mothma.
"I don't suppose you ... "
She put her
hand on
his. "I'll see to them," she told him, "of course. Just let me
know what they need."
Commander
Antilles
said, obviously feeling like a fifth wing-foil on an x-wing, "um, I'll
get
out of your way. Ma'am, just one other thing -- you haven't heard
anything more
about Commander Skywalker and the Princess? Or Lord Vader?"
Mon Mothma
hesitated. "No," she said finally. "The last contact we had was
the message from Vader that reached us at Chandrila Seven. That he,
Solo and
Chewbacca were going to seek out Skywalker and the Princess on
Coruscant."
She was looking up at Antilles as she said this, and she wondered
whether it
was just her imagination or whether his face had in fact gone pale.
"Hell,"
he said. "I guess there's no way Command would approve sending out a
rescue mission ... ?" From the unhappy tone of his voice, he was
already
well aware of the answer.
Mon Mothma
said,
keeping her voice as gentle as possible, "we don't even know for
certain
that they're there. At the moment we have no reliable sources on
Coruscant.
Even if we did, it would never be approved. I'm sorry, Commander. We
just can't
risk anyone else."
Antilles
visibly
pulled himself together. "Okay. They can take care of themselves. Vader
won't let anything happen to them, anyway." He almost sounded like he
believed that. "All the more reason for us to get things sorted out
here,
before they get back. Vader's not gonna want to find out we let
everything fall
apart while he was gone."
"Yes,"
Mon Mothma said quietly, and then she added, almost against her own
will,
"if he comes back."
"He'll come
back," Admiral Piett put in, in a voice that allowed no argument. "He
will come back."
That
was too
easy, thought Han.
But then, it
had
been easy getting onto Coruscant, too. Relatively easy, give or take
the
cardiac arrest he'd almost gotten from flying invisible through
traffic. Maybe
this was just the way things were when you went on rescue missions with
Darth
Vader. As opposed, he thought ruefully, to blundering around the Death
Star in
badly-fitting stormtrooper outfits with Luke Skywalker.
As they strode
through the corridors of the Imperial Palace, he forced himself not to
nod in
acknowledgement of the salutes from the soldiers that they passed.
Darth had
warned them to act like they were too cool to notice anyone, except for
the
Moff of Coruscant and the Emperor himself. Apparently Imperial Guards
weren't
into socialising with other ranks. Han still had a hard time believing
that
they actually looked like Imperial Guards, since according to what his
eyes
were telling him, they still were very obviously Darth Vader, Chewbacca
and Han
Solo. But Darth said that was just because he was inside the illusion.
To
anyone outside, they would look like bona fide Red Idiots; no one would
even
notice that two of the supposed Imperial Guards were way beyond
standard
regulation height. Certainly, the other passengers on the shuttle train
they
had taken from Baccara Chovitza's place had seemed to believe the
illusion,
judging from the looks of terror that had greeted the three of them and
the
not-so-subtle migration of most of the passengers into the next car
along.
Although, Han supposed, maybe that was the same reaction the passengers
would
have had to the sight of Darth Vader and two notorious Enemies of the
Empire.
But now here
they
were. No one had challenged them as they made their way to the highest
level of
the palace, and now they were nearing the turn-off where the next phase
of
their plan began. Han swallowed nervously, his right hand going
instinctively
for his blaster. Pretty soon he and Chewie wouldn't have Darth's
illusion to
cover them anymore. They'd be on their own again, just them against the
Empire.
Gee,
just like
old times.
The three
alleged
Imperial Guards stopped at the corner where a second squishily-carpeted
hallway
branched off from the main corridor. No one seemed to be around. Darth
Vader
asked, "you know what to do?"
Han glanced at
Chewie, then nodded. "Yeah. I think so. First door on the right."
"Yes. Give me
a moment ... there. The guards are unconscious. They should remain so,
long
enough for you to secure them."
"Right,"
said Han. "Uh ... Darth?"
Vader waited
for
Han to go on, and Han felt immensely stupid. Then he said brusquely,
"you
be careful, okay? You're the only grandparent my kids are gonna have, I
don't
want you dying and not being there for them."
Vader said,
sounding amused, "I could be there for them even if I was dead."
"Yeah, well,
no offence, Darth, but I want my kids to have a live grandfather.
Not
one who turns up glowing blue and tells them to 'feel the Force'."
"Believe
me," Vader said quietly, "I want them to have a live grandfather too.
And a live father."
"Yeah. Okay.
Uh, may the Force be with you."
"Not too
noticeably, I trust," said Vader, "or it will wake our Emperor from
his nap. Good luck. Both of you." With no further discussion, Darth
Vader
turned and strode away from them.
Chewbacca
growled
at Han impatiently.
"Yeah, Chewie.
I know." The two of them started down the second corridor. Sure enough,
on
either side of the first door on the right, two guards -- in black
uniforms and
caps, not the red robes and masks of the Imperial Guard -- were
standing
propped against the wall, apparently fast asleep. Han eyed them warily
as he
stepped to the panel by the door and entered the code that Darth had
made him
memorise.
The door slid
smoothly open. Han and Chewbacca grabbed a guard each and dragged the
unconscious men into the room. After setting his guard down on the
floor,
Chewie crossed to the bank of controls that was their target. Han set
about
keeping the guards quiet. After a moment's consideration, he decided
that
old-fashioned methods were probably the best. He took off the guards'
caps and
stuffed them into their mouths, then, feeling like a character in some
corny
old adventure holovid, tied their hands behind their backs with the
guards'
belts. Darth had warned them that blaster fire would be picked up by
the Palace
security system, so they couldn't risk firing unless they absolutely
had to.
Han located a
closet and dragged the guards into it. "Sleep tight, boys." He shut
the closet door, then went to join Chewie at the controls. "Have you
found
it?" he asked.
Chewie growled
that
he had. Han frowned at the readings on the screen in front of
Chewbacca.
"Shit," Han muttered, "this Palpatine is one majorly screwed-up
guy."
Chewbacca
suggested
that Han should take over, as his hands were better suited to the
human-designed keyboard than were the Wookiee's. Han nodded, rubbed his
hands
on the front of his jacket to try and get the sweat off them, and took
his
place at the screen.
Convinced that
the
first thing he did was going to set off system-wide security alarms,
Han stared
at the status report on the Number Five Perimeter Defence Station, the
orbiting
station they had passed on their way in to Coruscant. He really hadn't
believed
it when Darth had told him that all of the Perimeter Stations' systems
could be
shut off from the Imperial Palace. Gods, Palpatine was sick. He must
really get
his jollies out of knowing that all of his soldiers' lives were in his
hands;
that if he felt like it he could turn off their oxygen supply, or shut
down
their shields, or take their weapons off-line, and they wouldn't even
know
about it before it was too late. Darth had explained that this was
supposed to
"motivate" the men. Failure was not an option, since if they failed
to operate at maximum efficiency their Emperor could abandon them to
the vacuum
of space, or switch off their guns in the middle of a battle. It was
also a
security precaution, in case any of the stations should be captured by
enemy
troops. It would be no problem at all to wipe out all of the enemy --
and,
incidentally, the entire Imperial garrison along with them.
Han grimaced.
No
wonder all the Imperials with brains wanted to defect.
Still, though,
in
this case Palpatine's control mania was going to be damned helpful. Han
would
feel a lot better traipsing past the defence station if he knew its
guns were
off-line. Especially since, after whatever Force-filled stunts Darth
might
currently be up to, it might be harder for the Dark Lord to maintain
the
illusion of their invisibility. And since, once Leia and Luke's escape
was
discovered, the defence forces were sure to be alerted that an enemy
ship would
be trying to leave.
Han called up
the
readings for Station Five's weapons systems. He almost felt like he
should
apologise to the Station's crew for what he was about to do to them.
Once
Palpatine found out how the Falcon had gotten out
Coruscanti
space, the crew of Number Five Perimeter Defence Station were not going
to be
in the Emperor's good books.
Sorry,
guys, Han thought. How
about joining the Rebellion? He punched in
the code for disarming the system, then
the security confirmation code, both codes courtesy of Vader.
Well, he thought, now
I guess we find out if the codes have been changed since Darth buggered
off at
Endor.
The screen
informed
him, in large, friendly letters, "system disarmed".
Then the door
swooshed open.
Even as Han was
turning, his hand going for his blaster, he heard the sizzle of blaster
fire
and heard Chewbacca howl. The Wookiee plummeted to the floor with an
impact
that shook the room. One corner of Han's mind registered the fact that
there
was no burning hole in Chewie's chest, so the blaster must have been
set on
stun. Han shot back at the black-uniformed soldiers in the doorway. One
of them
leaped aside from the blasts. Another yelled in pain. Han kept firing.
One soldier
lunged to the floor to avoid Han's shots, then fired upward from his
prostrate
position. The shot hit Han's blaster, sending it arcing away through
the air
and dropping it behind the control panel.
Han stared in
shock. Slowly he put up his hands.
The soldier
picked
himself up and continued to aim his blaster at Han. Other soldiers
stepped into
the room, all of them keeping Han covered.
"Hi,"
said Han. "Um, we seem to have lost our way. Could you just tell us how
to
find the exit?"
Before any of
the
soldiers could make a scathing reply, an officer in a grey-green
uniform walked
into the room, and the soldiers all snapped to attention. "Good work,
Captain," said the newcomer, to the man who had shot away Han's
blaster.
Then the officer turned to Han. He shook his head, looking weary and
even
regretful.
"I'm
sorry," he said in a tired voice. "You must have known this was all
too easy."
Han looked at
the
officer, whose red hair and beard were starting to go grey and whose
uniform
jacket looked slightly too tight, suggesting the need for either a new
diet and
exercise regimen, or a bigger jacket. The many coloured squares on the
man's
chest, Han realised, were those of a full-fledged Moff. Han supposed he
and
Chewie ought to feel honoured.
"You knew we
were coming," Han said hoarsely.
"Of
course," said the Moff, with a sigh. "His Imperial Majesty knows
all."
All, Han thought. He
thought of Darth, and hoped that the Dark Lord had a few more miracles
in
reserve. He was going to need them.
Luke stared
dully
at the holo image, as Senator Diam Palpatine began his oration at the
funeral
of Field Marshal Anakin Skywalker. Palpatine's voice was strong and
clear, but
every now and then it trembled. As the holocam zoomed in on him, it
became
obvious that there were tears coursing down his face.
And
he's not
even dead, Luke thought. My father's not dead,
and Palpatine's got to know
that, and he can still make himself look like part of his life has been
wrenched away. Luke listened as Palpatine's speech continued,
and he realised it wasn't
surprising that Palpatine had managed to take over everything. It would
have
been surprising if Palpatine hadn't managed to.
He's
so
plausible, thought Luke. My Gods, he's almost
got me crying! Most of the
funeral guests seemed to be in the same state; when the holocam panned
over
them it revealed a multitude of tear-streaked faces, and people biting
their
lips to keep them from trembling.
This
is sick, Luke thought. I
can't keep watching this. Luke reached
for the remote, but somehow the pain and
sorrow in Palpatine's voice were addictive. Luke's hand hovered over
the stop
button, but he didn't press it.
Then something
shook him. He felt a sudden jolt in his mind, the mental equivalent of
something colliding with him and knocking him over.
As if a force
field
had been turned off, or gravity had abruptly reasserted itself, Luke's
hand
came down on the stop button and the holo image vanished.
Luke stood up.
He
felt faintly dizzy, but he ignored it. What he'd just felt, he
realised, was
what Obi Wan would call "a disturbance in the Force". A familiar
presence had moved into the range of his senses, momentarily disrupting
everything with its arrival.
Luke thought, Father!
He spun toward
the
door, just as door was opening. At the sight of the tall, dark figure,
Luke
felt an upsurge of joy and relief, which he immediately, with guilty
horror,
tried to suppress. Shit, he realised, I'm
broadcasting my feelings like a
godsdamned holo transmitter; it'll be a miracle if Palpatine doesn't
pick them
up. Luke
hurried around the sofa to the door and Darth Vader. Vader grasped
Luke's
shoulder for an instant, then he said, "hurry. We have to get to your
sister."
Vader must be
sensing Leia's presence, for he started immediately down the hallway
toward the
guest quarters, without needing directions from Luke. Luke rushed after
him,
concentrating on keeping a damper on his emotions. He was starting to
realise
that he didn't understand how he had spent this past day. Why had it
seemed so
crucial to keep watching the holovids? Why hadn't he tried to --
Down the
corridor
ahead of them, the door to the guest quarters opened. Leia ran out into
the
hallway. To Luke's amazement, she went straight to Darth, grabbing one
of his
hands and clasping it in both of hers. Then she said, "let's get out of
here."
As they turned
and
started along the hallway again, Luke also noticed in surprise that
Leia was
shielding her emotions, just as he and Darth were. He stared at his
sister.
Surely, just yesterday, she wouldn't have been able to do that. What
had
happened since he saw her last?
Leia and Darth
were
slightly ahead of Luke. Suddenly they both stopped, and Luke heard Leia
gasp. A
second later Luke saw what they had seen.
Standing a few
metres ahead of them in the corridor, Emperor Palpatine said with his
usual
beaming smile, "my dear friends, you didn't think I'd let you leave so
easily?" He grinned at Darth. "Lord Vader, welcome back."
The three of
them
stood together, Leia holding Darth's left hand, and Luke, who had
stepped to
his father's side, holding Darth's right. There was a ripple in the air
that
Luke could almost see, and he realised that Darth must be projecting
his
personal defences, to cover the three of them.
"Foolish, my
friend," murmured Palpatine. "Very, very foolish."
Luke felt a
wave of
malicious hatred break against the wall of Darth's defences. Luke tried
to add
his own defences to the wall, to strengthen it. Another swell of hate
pulsed
through the air, filling Luke's mind with a sensation of dark, surging
emptiness. Luke felt their defences tremble. Palpatine was chuckling.
"Protect your
children or protect yourself," came the Emperor's voice. "You cannot
do both. And now ... you cannot do either."
Luke felt
Darth's
hand tighten around his, and heard Leia cry out, "no!" Then Darth's
hand let go. Vader was reaching up to his chest box, or trying to. But
something was stopping his hand from reaching it. The hand, clawlike
now, was
frozen inches away from the chest box controls. And Darth's breathing
was
changing. The regular wheezing was gone. His breath was coming now in
tortured
gasps, with terrifyingly long spaces between them. Then there was a
sound like
a choking cough.
Darth fell to
one
knee. All shielding of emotions was past; Luke could feel the fury and
hatred
that Vader was casting at the Emperor. But they were not strong enough.
Leia hurled an
attack at Palpatine. And the Emperor laughed. Leia's attack dissipated
into the
air around him, and then he turned his yellow eyes on her.
Leia screamed
as
she was flung against the wall. She was clutching at her stomach, and
Luke
reeled at the terror flooding out of her. That wasn't just Leia's
terror, he
realised. Luke could feel what Leia was feeling, the uncomprehending
agony of
her children inside her. Their comfort and protection were being ripped
away
from them. The knowledge came to Luke in a rush of horror that
Palpatine was
cutting off the oxygen coming to them from their mother, and the
foetuses were
suffocating.
Luke screamed,
"no!"
Luke threw his
own
attack at Palpatine, his rage so strong that he felt like it was
burning him.
All the anger, all the hatred he had ever felt was concentrated into
one
white-hot blast.
Palpatine
reached
up his hand as if he was pulling the fury out of the air. And then he
opened
his hand toward Luke.
Luke was thrown
backward, his body continuing to roll after it had hit the floor. He
tried to
claw his way up again, but his veins, and his brain, seemed to be
bursting,
every portion of his body and mind filled with rolling waves of flame.
He heard
his own twisting scream blend with another scream from Leia, and
Darth's
choking gasps. Then something seemed to explode in Luke's mind.
The helpless
wail
he could hear now must be coming from him, and the horror of it came
from the
fact that his own fear was all he could sense. The world seemed to have
become
two-dimensional around him; the colours no longer seemed real.
Distantly, Luke
felt himself falling back again, his head sinking into the carpet.
Darkness was
pouring in at him, but not soon enough.
He couldn't
feel anything.
Leia was gone.
Darth was gone. Everything was gone.
"My
Lord," Piett said shakily. And then he had to force his mouth shut on
the
words that were threatening to spill out, the hysterical pleas that
would do no
good and might only cause Lord Vader to choose an even more horrible
method of
killing him.
My
Lord, please,
oh Gods, it's not my fault, oh, no, no, please, please, spare me --
"You were
warned, Admiral," Vader's cold, calm voice echoed around him.
"But, my Lord
-- " and Piett realised that he diidn't even know what he had done
wrong,
why he was here. He had failed Vader somehow, but what --
Vader turned
away
from him, to talk to another officer, and Piett felt the first hint of
pressure
at his throat. And something in him snapped. It wasn't fair, it
couldn't be
happening, it couldn't! All his resolutions not to beg for his life
evaporated.
He threw himself to his knees, not caring how much his knees hurt when
they hit
the floor, and began desperately, "My Lord, for Gods' sakes, please --
just wait, give me another chance, please wait -- let me
see my family
again, let me say goodbye -- "
Lord Vader
turned
back toward him. "There's no need to say goodbye, Admiral. You can be
with
your family for eternity."
A gasping sob
escaped the throat that was closing even tighter. "My Lord -- "
Vader's hand
moved
downward. The pressure on Piett's throat was gone, only to be replaced
by
something far worse. Piett stared in disbelief and tried to get back to
his
feet, but the pain was making him shake too much to stand. Agony was
pouring
out of his abdomen, tearing into every other part of him. A horrible
vision
flashed into his mind, and Piett knew that the Dark Lord was showing
him what
he was doing, sharing the knowledge that Piett's guts were being
slowly,
methodically ripped into shreds.
He couldn't
even
scream now. There was too much pain. In one last desperate rear guard
action,
his mind was trying to deny all of this, to negate everything in a
final please,
no ...
Piett woke up.
He
knew where he was immediately, in his darkened little cell, the only
lights in
the room glowing on the com panel. He ought to be relieved at having
woken up,
but there wasn't any relief. The pain was still there.
He was
clutching at
the bunk's pillow. He noticed that he was sweating; the pillow felt
damp
against his face. He struggled slowly to a sitting position, holding
the pillow
now in both hands as if he wanted to tear it apart.
Essentially,
this
wasn't anything new. He'd lost track of the number of times in the last
two
years that he had woken up from a nightmare to find his stomach burning
with
pain. But never like this. Never this bad. Nothing had ever been this
bad.
The cold
knowledge
swept through him, completely undeniable, that something was incredibly
wrong.
He managed to
stand
up, although his body seemed to take hours to respond to the commands
of his
brain. He hobbled across the cell to the com panel, the pain seeming to
grow with
every step, and fell heavily against it, his hand smashing against the
button
that opened a channel to the guard on duty.
A few agonising
ages later, the guard's voice came, bored and irritated, "yes, what is
it?"
Piett grated
out,
in a voice he didn't even recognise, "I need a doctor. Now."
That at least
seemed to shake the guard out of his annoyed lethargy. "Hunh? What's
the
matter?"
"I don't
know," Piett hissed. "My stomach. Hurry. Get a doctor. Hurry."
"Yes,
sir," said the guard. "Right away."
Piett staggered
back to the bed and sat down on it. He was dizzy; he wondered if he was
going
to become delirious on top of everything else. He put up a hand to his
face,
then the hand jerked away again at the shock of how cold his face felt,
and how
much sweat was pouring off it.
Vaguely, he
thought
he remembered pain just about like this. When was it ...? Oh, yes. In
the
combat simulation exams back at the Academy, in which pain from the
wounds
allegedly received was simulated to add realism to the exercise. It was
always
difficult to remember what pain really felt like, but this, he thought,
felt
just about the same as at the highest level of the exam, the one where
you had
to complete your mission with a mortal blaster wound in the gut. He'd
done
pretty well in that exam, got almost the highest possible marks,
managing to
complete his assigned tasks before the anguish had made him black out.
He
didn't think he could be so successful now. Now he wasn't even sure he
could
move.
What was taking
them so long? Gods, where were they? They'd forgotten about him, the
idiot
guard hadn't called a doctor at all --
Piett fought to
stand up again, to go back to the com panel and give the guard hell.
Before he
got more than two steps from the bed, he fell to the floor.
He was
distantly
aware of his legs twisting up into a foetal position, his entire body
trying to
cave in on itself. He felt like the middle of his body was just a
burning,
gaping, blood-gushing hole, like a torpedo had shot straight through
him and
somehow he hadn't yet died.
I'm
going to
die.
It wasn't a
fear,
or a possibility, it was an absolute certainty.
Something in
him
wanted to laugh.
After all this,
after two years of imagining death, torturing himself with dread of
Darth Vader,
he was going to die and Vader wasn't even here. It wasn't the Dark Lord
who was
going to kill him, it was his own damned stomach.
And the pain
managed to be worse than anything he had imagined.
As he lay
there, he
remembered that he was wearing his pyjamas. Damn, that was irritating.
He
wished he were in his uniform instead. But, of course it didn't really
matter.
So he was going to be a corpse in pyjamas. So what?
He ought to be
unconscious. Why wasn't he? There was no way he should be conscious in
pain
like this.
He lay there on
the
floor, consciousness finally starting to drift away as he noticed that
sweat
and tears were making a puddle against his cheek.
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